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D O P P E L O O P E R S INC.
By LAnon - Random Thoughts - Everything Ends in Sunny June

"EVERYTHING ENDS IN
SUNNY JUNE."

By LAnon - Random Raw Ramblings

[Ramblings]

Hatred is a double-edged sword
I shall have none of that

 

This is the end of the road
The old me has become obsolete

~ 010718

Chew GK  

[Ramblings]

Free yourself of sentiments & you will feel no pain

~ 290618

Chew GK  

PATIENCE

Though the process carries meaning no longer
You are a creature of habit
Feeling the need to see it through
You bear with the purport-less circumstance

 

Just a little more
Before the end

Chew GK  

Just a little more
& you are truly free

~ 290618

Chew GK  

[Ramblings]

Every decent soul will get his/her well deserved happiness

~ 280618

Chew GK  

For You I Will

I haven’t met you…yet
Means a chance of meeting you

 

& that for me is enough
To last even a lifetime and more

~ 280618

Chew GK  

[Ramblings]

How easy words are
So empty told ya

 

More fluidity
Less activity
No sincerity

~ 270618

Chew GK  

Baby Don't Play

Baby, Baby, Baby
I don't wanna hurt ya
But sometimes the end justifies the means

 

You gotta come to terms now
Started as a farce
Gonna end as it began

 

I know it
You know it
So why ya still playin'
Why the theatrics?

 

You've been drumming up the pain
Why though?
When it wasn't that serious
Your silence was testament

 

Who ya kidding?
All that whinin' and cryin'
A standing ovation maybe?

 

Why ya doing this baby?
I don't wanna hurt ya
But sometimes the end justifies the means

 

Ya gotta know one to love one
Let another lost soul fulfill ya fantasies
Baskin' in imagined glory
& all that hyped up sh**

 

How long ya gonna last?
How long ya gonna last?
How long ya gonna last?

 

Happiness built on lies
Gonna come back to
Bite ya
Burn ya
Kill ya

 

Come on baby
Don't play this game no more
I'm tired and torn
Oh can't you see

 

Have ya no heart baby?
I don't wanna hurt ya
But sometimes the end justifies the means

 

Baby, Baby, Baby
No blamin' nobody now
I gotta go now

 

Maybe one day baby
One day
We can actually be friends

~ 270618

Chew GK  

[Ramblings]

Time for change

~ 270618

Chew GK  

[Ramblings]

It's high time the bull is put out to pasture

~ 260618

 

[Ramblings]

Hurdles & Distractions
Both equally irritating as hell

~ 260618

 

[Ramblings]

As the line between reality and fantasy becomes clear
You became someone unfamiliar

 

You are now you
As you are
A real living human being in front of me

 

With warm blood running through your veins
The very person I never did know emerges
Waking me up from the reverie

 

With this fresh awareness
The prior sense of attachment diminishes
& the hunger to know more slowly dissipates

 

Everything becomes quite mechanical
Like a certain protocol
After the start
Comes the end

 

A sense of relief washes over me
For I am back on familiar grounds

 

The irony of it all
Laughing like never before

~ 250618

 

[Ramblings]

One more week to a clean slate
Let us make the memory a pleasant one
No hard feelings
Just good thoughts

~ 240618

 

[Ramblings]

Your exaggerated emotions and misplaced feelings
Have taken us both for a ride
For far too long

 

I have jumped off the carousel
You should too
Before you really lose sight of reality

~ 150618

 

[Ramblings]

The day I am the first to walk to you is the day I am finished with you

 

2 weeks left now to be absolutely sure I am right about what you are made of
I shall watch you single-handedly burn it to the ground

 

Don’t hate the outcome
You know it’s gonna happen
I’m sure you know yourself pretty well by now

 

Keeping up with this routine till it ends
Is not for nothing
But the sake of my sanity
At least I know I tried

 

Who killed who now?
You should know

 

By then you will finally understand how to treat the next one right

~ 140618

 

[Ramblings]

What has to end will come to an end

Beyond my control

~ 120618

 

[Ramblings]

There are things in this world that are bigger than you & me
Don't dwell on petty human wants

~ 120618

 

You Just Don't See

Your words are poison

Not even from the horse's mouth
Using the voices of others
As a tool to get to where you want
Minimal work
Zero risk (really?)
How convenient

The audacity applied in all the wrong places
You really don't know your target
In the end
You shall fail tremendously

~ 100618

 

[Ramblings]

为什么你这么狠心?
              你就这么想伤害我?

 

真傻
一而再,再而三的相信你
对你一片真心
你却这么残忍
在你眼里我什么都不是!

 

也只不过是你的最佳消遣

 

朋友一值对我说
你不值得
我一律听不进
把他们统统看为敌人了
拒他们于千里之外
也无所谓
天真的相信只要有你就足够了

 

哈 哈 哈
快疯了
这就是你最想看到的,对吧?

 

我累了
很累了

 

我的心就那么好玩弄吗!?

 

总有一天
我会消失的
现在的我
只能想象哪一天我能摆脱
冷酷无情的你!

 

如果不是认真的
就请你高抬贵手
别再误导我

 

如果你只想要赢
我认输
那游戏就能结束了,对吧?

 

不要再愚弄我!
          不要
           不要好吗?

~ 100618

 

[Ramblings]

There is simply not enough time

So much to do
Too little time

~ 080618

 

[Ramblings]

How does it feel to be on top of the world?

~ 070618

 

[Ramblings]

When you realise one’s character isn’t what you’re looking for
It’s time to walk away

~ 010618

 

Just Guess

If you keep playing the victim
Guess who naturally has to take on the role of the villain?

 

If I am hard-hearted
Guess who made it so easy?

 

If you can only talk the talk
Guess who has to walk the walk?

 

If I am cornered with nowhere to run
Guess who brought out the monster? [wink]

 

You don’t pay attention to what’s beyond the surface (to the details)
Therefore, here we are

~ 010618

 

[Ramblings]

Guess I misunderstood
No big deal

 

Seen this scenario one too many times
It gets simpler every time

 

Must be a good stroke to your ego though
Feel better?
Good.

 

You can only push one so far
Ciao now

~ 310518

 

[Ramblings]

Consider the fault mine
                    Let all revert back to normal

 

    No anger
             No hatred

 

        No bad blood
                     No pain

 

                               JUST PEACE.

~ 300518

 

[Ramblings]

See one for who he really is
Not who you think he is

 

It is so easy to be seduced by the version created by the mind
For it tends to paint out the best one

~ 260518

 

[Ramblings]

This is getting to be a real sideshow

 

No one likes being taken for a ride
You are on your own
I'm out

~ 260518

 

[Ramblings]

Everything as expected

 

Looks like you don't seem to know yourself very well,
my friend

 

Take on one whom you can actually handle
You'll be happier that way

~ 240518

 

[Ramblings]

Still playing that little game of yours?

 

Very well
Let us play

~ 240518

 

[Ramblings]

If confusing the hell out of another
is a competitive sport

You, my friend
Own 1st place

 

Clap! Clap!

~ 230518

 

[Ramblings]

The ultimate goal is to exist,
                          but gradually disappear

 

    After which,
             peace

 

        No more interferences,
                          just quiet

 

            One’s kingdom of heaven,
                                 away from all the madness

~ 140518

 

[Ramblings]

Don’t you feel good
Watching me bleed?
Better me than you
Isn’t it?

 

What's with the sad eyes?

I see
Hypocritical sentiments

~ 140518

 

[Ramblings]

So much second guessing & hesitation
Too much self doubt and pride to protect

Dude, nobody's got time for that
You have fun now
With your little doubtful friends

Don't mind me
I'm only passing by

~ 130518

 

[Ramblings]

Every emotion you fake
Is just one step closer to the edge
Go easy on yourself
Some are worth the pain
Most aren’t
Deep down you knew
This isn’t one

 

Let go
Let go now
Before you go and lay yourself to rest
Then, it is really too late

~ 130518

 

[Ramblings]

Desire drives greed
Greed drives selfishness
You see yourself turn into something unrecognizable
An ugliness you once swore never to become

 

So conflicted
So much pain
No one knows
No one needs to know
Only you can help yourself

 

Now, don't let it take over
Just walk away from it all
Come back to shore
& things will be alright once again

~ 130518

 

[Ramblings]

Everything in the world is fleeting
Believing otherwise is going to leave you in pieces

~ 120518

 

[Ramblings]

It was never about fun, or even winning
It was just for clarity

 

It shouldn't be this hard
But time has proven that it is

The end is inevitable

~ 120518

 

[Ramblings]

Free your heart of desires & you shall find the peace within

~ 120518

 

[Ramblings]

Beyond hurt comes hilarity
Beyond amusement comes numbness
Beyond detachment comes a kind of madness
Where one morphs into another in sheer oblivion

~ 120518

 

[Ramblings]

This ... just doesn't feel right

I'm myself no longer

~ 120518

 

[Ramblings]

Observe one who misleads
& derive amusement from it
Why so serious?
It's only fitting

 

No harm done

~ 110518

 

[Ramblings]

Let's play a little game
Called 'Spot the Bullshitters'
A refreshing fun game
For ages 3 & up
It's educational & free of charge
& did I mention oh so fun? (yes I did)

 

You can play it at your leisure
Or even at your busiest
A great way to pass time or relieve some pent-up stress!
Why wait?
Play it now!

~ 100518

 

[Ramblings]

All talk and no action
Makes Jack one hilarious dude

~ 100518

 

[Ramblings]

Too much bullshit
From way too many bullshitters

~ 100518

 

[Ramblings]

Not worth the wait
But worth the watch

~ 100518

 

[Ramblings]

Just like a switch

~ 090518

 

[Ramblings]

Walking away without walking away

~ 090518

 

[Ramblings]

Expect nothing

~ 080518

 

[Ramblings]

Assume nothing

~ 070518

 

[Ramblings]

All it takes is that one final push

~ 060518

 

[Ramblings]

Yes, that’s right
Just wait for it
Take a back seat
Let your very nature take over
Things will play out
Exactly as they should

 

Don’t fight it
Easy now
Breathe easy
Things are meant to be
The way that they are

 

You are what you are
You get what you deserve
No anger now
No more bitterness
You know very well
This is it
This is it

 

Rest easy now
Tomorrow’s just another day

~ 050518

 

[Ramblings]

When one no longer assumes or expects anything
That is real freedom right there

~ 040518

 

[Ramblings]

Humans, one can never avoid
They are everywhere
Everywhere you see
So make the best of the little time left
Watch these characters do their best

 

Take one, Go!
It's just everyday showbiz in your face!
You laugh & you cry
You ponder & you smile
Everyday is a new live performance
Outstanding!

~ 030518

 

[Ramblings]

You need to decide now the kind of person you need to be
& the type of life you are going to lead
It is now or never

 

Time waits for no one
No more frittering life away

~ 020518

 

[Ramblings]

Time will give you clarity
In time you will understand

~ 010518

 

[Ramblings]

Take the serious seriously
& be true to the sincere & kind

 

Those otherwise, well...
See them for what they are
Pure comedy gold
A type of freebie entertainment to pass time with
& have a good laugh while at it

 

At the end
As one looks back on the old days
It is all time well spent
Well spent indeed!

~ 010518

 

[Ramblings]

Why does anyone lacking courage deserve anything at all
One just couldn't comprehend

~ 300418

 

[Ramblings]

For he remains consistent in his inconsistencies
He shall be applauded for a job well done

 

Good show!
One of a kind!
Encore! Encore!

~ 300418

 

Your Own Kind [Hear Him Speak 4.0]

Everyone flocks to where the crowd is
You should too
You've been confused long enough

 

Don’t linger where your call's not answered
Go to them now
Silly you

 

Don't you recognise your own name?
They are chanting for you
Don't be coy now

 

So loud & eager
Ready for you, anytime
Into their open arms

 

Come on now
What are you waiting for?
The cows to come home?

 

This is the time
For you to break free

 

Of old mentalities
& misplaced beliefs

 

Know yourself
Know your people

 

Live life like how you’ve always wanted
Nothing less than
On top of the world

~ 290418

 

[Ramblings]

You went at it too fast & furious
That's when you crashed & burned

~ 250418

 

[Ramblings]

1 step forward, 3 steps back
2 steps forward, 10 steps back
3 steps forward, right out the door

A problem no more
So easy

~ 250418

 

[Ramblings]

In the last couple of weeks
I shall drink it all in
Before the time here comes to a fin

The moments of unspoken words
Forever etched in memories
The silence, a sanctuary
Nothing lost, something gained
Locked away in my mental palace
Picture perfect, like no other

Beginnings & continuation
All inconsequential
For the perfect closure
Is when forever begins

Looking forward for what's to come
Keeping the peace to the very end
I take comfort in the quiet
That nothing will ever taint
This one eternity

~ 230418

 

[Ramblings]

You know that I know
But so what?

You chose ego
I respect your choice
& You shall respect the outcome

On the day where it all ends
I shall leave with no regrets

~ 210418

 

[Ramblings]

When one does not get one's wishes
That is when one's mask starts to crack

It is all so interesting
The job here is almost done

~ 190418

 

[Ramblings]

Humor them
It is only harmless attention they are after
Just play along
Put on a good show
Bore them out with the same act
Over & over

Soon, they will leave you alone
Peace again, finally
& you are focused now, more than ever
On what really matters

These temporary roadblocks
Unnecessary but inevitable
Testing your patience and conviction
To know if you truly deserve
The real prize at the end

~ 170418

 

[Ramblings]

A good face without a mind
Like a branded watch to wear around one's wrist
Just for show
Like the lights are on
But nobody's home

 

One will learn to get used to the meaningless routine
For now
Just enjoy the view
& smile
Like a normal person

~ 170418

 

[Ramblings]

Only a matter of time

~ 160418

 

[Ramblings]

They are all pure visual entertainment
YOU are my only goal

~ 160418

 

[Ramblings]

When you look at them
Their thoughts, obvious
Their next move, clear as day
& you ask yourself what's the point of all this
Feeling a smile coming up
You smile, showing teeth

Suddenly they feel like a champ
Chest puffed up
Walking like they own the place (even the world)
Even though you are on a different page

No matter
It is all the same
People are what people are
& you walk away
Still smiling

~ 150418

 

[Ramblings]

Once again I feel numbness creeping in
That's when I know I haven't found you

~ 150418

 

You

Same old, same old
Same old characters
Only disguised in different faces

 

Man oh man oh man
When will it all end
How many blinking times must one go through this
To get to the real gem

 

Where art thou my rare special one?
You sure know how to test my patience
But fear not
I shall wait, and wait, and wait
For you are the only one I want
The only one I need
In this world so full of shit

In the meantime
Don't you ever forget this fool
Who's been waiting for you

For you I will,
Never be misled by passing guests

For you I will,
Be forever patient
Your arrival
My salvation

~ 150418

 

Be silent

In the silence
You became more of an open book
I feel the smile spreading much wider across my face
& I feel nothing, even more than before
You are my inner turmoil no more

 

For releasing me from my inner demons
I thank you for your kindness
For setting me free from the expectations
I thank you for being like the masses
So transparent
So fathomable

 

Ciao now, Stranger
May your future be just like the rest
Gratified! Gratified! Gratified!

~ 140418

 

[Ramblings]

His silence has pushed her so far away she can no longer see him

~ 130418

 

[Ramblings]

It will not make a single difference
Guess I will have to show you

~ 130418

 

[Ramblings]

How well do you really know one?

~ 120418

 

Baby Boy [Hear Him Speak 3.0]

Baby boy
Fine young lad you are
You are missing out my boy
Now open your eyes to the splendours
All within your grasp
You are always meant for greater things

 

Baby boy
Don’t be too absorbed in that mere distraction
Just another waste of your time (let go, I know you can)
An insignificant, not worth a dime (unworthy of your heart)
Blinding you from your true desires
Wake up and smell the roses my boy
There are plenty, all around
Love, they can feed your soul!

 

Baby boy
I know you are confused
I know you are lonely
My heart goes out to you
For I feel what you feel too my boy
I am but only a part of you

 

Baby boy
Don’t be disheartened
You are just lost
At a crossroads, that’s all
It is only temporary
You will come to your senses
For sure you will my boy
You are a strong one
So beautiful and wise

 

Baby boy
Never trust that this must be it
There is always something better (someone better)
So much better my boy
The many options viable for your picking
Now go out there and reap them all

 

Baby boy
Spread your wings and fly, fly, fly
You will never know until you try
Now live like there are no limits my boy (like a goddamn King!)
Only you are your own ceiling

 

Baby boy
With that charming smile of yours
You will go oh so far
Making a thousand swoon, you’ll see
You got what it takes my boy
I’ve always believed in you
& will always do

 

Baby boy
It is time for you to shine
So come on & bury the past
& flash me a smile my boy
Yes, that very smile of yours

 

Baby boy
All the hearts you will own in time
& yours so full of pride
You wouldn’t know what hit you my boy
Only happiness, love
Pure happiness & fulfilment Baby!
You are in a world of ecstasy
Baby, baby, baby boy!

~ 090418

 

[Ramblings]

You are less likely to go wrong if you mingle with your own kind

~ 070418

 

Ludicrous

No process started
No foundation built
Why the melodrama
Who the hell knows

Is this the set of Days of Our Lives?

Haha Haha Ha Ha Ha!

~ 070418

 

Awaken now [Hear Him Speak 2.0]

These trees in the forest
Will nourish your attention needs
As long as you give them equal attention
So start paying attention

 

Mutual gratification
Is what you really seek
You just don’t realise it

 

Put your trust in me now
For You & I are one
I am here for you & you alone
I will never fail you

 

Therefore Do Not!
Do not focus on the shrub on the side of the road
Going about its own business
It is never part of the forest

 

This stunning forest that you are in right now
It is your personal playground, if you let it
The only world that you know, to frolic

 

You will never have second thoughts about it
The never-ending pleasure is yours to keep
Such potential
Can't you see?
Your only Heaven on dull Earth

 

Don’t let it slip through your fingers now
Your real needs are calling out to you
The trees are waiting for you

 

My Sweet Boy
Awaken now!

~ 060418

 

Listen! [Hear Him Speak 1.0]

Do not dream of having what you cannot handle
Never start something of which you cannot see through

 

Do not let these so-called feelings
These mere surface feelings
Misguide you any longer

 

If you won't listen
You will be your own downfall
The only casualty in this game
You have mindlessly entered
Where there is no player two
Only you

 

苦海无涯
回头是岸

~ 060418

 

[Ramblings]

When a stoppable force meets an immovable object
The outcome is clear

~ 060418

 

[Ramblings]

There is no start
There is no end

I don't know you
You don't know me

Simple as that
What (Why) don't you get (it)

~ 050418

 

[Ramblings]

The distastefulness of presumptuous assumptions

~ 050418

 

[Ramblings]

At the end of the day
It's all just human wants & needs

~ 280318

 

[Ramblings]

Damn...liberation never felt SO good

~ 250318

 

[Ramblings]

色既是空
空既是色

心不静
人不静

人不静
没平静

~ 230318

 

[Ramblings]

Time is the greatest magician
What you think you know
What you believe is real
Will turn into pure Grade A bullcrap

~ 230318

 

[Ramblings]

Are you comfortable in your own skin?

~ 210318

 

Anyway

This world isn't meant for me
A soddened sponge of selfishness and injustice
But I shall live on anyway
Maybe, just maybe
There's still something good out there waiting for me

 

Like an outsider looking in
Standing on the sidelines
Watching and thinking
Thinking and smiling
Everything is in motion
But I don't feel a thing

 

An occasional urge to laugh
But even that is muted
& I want to laugh out even more
What the hell for, I don't know
I don't know anything anymore
But I shall keep smiling anyway
Perhaps one day
That wasted pump can be whole again

 

Having dreams
Can be such a dangerous thing
Filling us with hope
Of a better tomorrow
While sending us into a downward spiral
When they're not fulfilled
But I shall chase them anyway
Well, I'm still breathing
So why the heck not
What else is there to do anyway

 

Indulging in fantasies
Always fun while it lasted
For reality has a knack for pulling me right back in
Into all of its bullshit like a lovelorn leech
But I shall be wide awake for it anyway
For there's just too much bad shit in this world
To start believing in fairytales

 

This world and me
We're just not meant to be
But I shall live on anyway

 

Foolish world
It's ultimately still you and me
& I shall live on anyway

~ 180318

 

The Time For Apes Is None

Time is of the essence
No time for facile apes & their shenanigans

 

Let them waste away in constant search
For meaningless gratifications
& judge them not
For their sycophantic tendencies

 

They are none of your business
Trust me, they know where they are going
It’s all freedom of choice

 

Loyalty they know not
Honour they need not
They are not your problem

 

Sometimes these apes
These funny apes
Might attempt to shove you into their world
But try as they might
You are never afraid
For you are who you are
Your feet firmly on the ground
As your own person
Living by your own terms

 

Say goodbye now to these apes
For life is too short
To join them in petty interests & pursuits

 

Time is of the essence
No time for facile apes & their shenanigans
Go to where you want to be
Far away from these impressionable apes!

~ 170318

 

[Ramblings]

Welcome back to the real world

~ 150318

 

[Ramblings]





Peace & Quiet restored
Balance reinstalled

~ 140318

   

[Ramblings]

A mind free from meddling clouds is like a load lifted
One can breathe easy again

~ 130318

 

Restarting life at Ground Zero

 

[Ramblings]

In stressful times
Laughter still remains the saviour of the day

~ 120318

 

[Ramblings]

Don't slip now
You've been doing so well

 

Letting go can be such liberation
Don't give up on giving up

 

Sweet release is awaiting you
If & only if you see it through

 

Do it right this time.

~ 100318

 

[Ramblings]

A thoroughly irrational phase
Where nothing make any sense!

~ 090318

 

[Ramblings]

Sooner or later
You will break
Only a matter of time
Before you wake

Until then
I shall wait

~ 090318

 

[Ramblings]

Just appreciate from afar
There's no danger where you are

~ 080318

 

[Ramblings]

These chemical reactions
Make you feel so good
You can't keep up with the high
Like a drug
It's only fleeting
Quit now while you're still lucid
Or you'll be part of the aftermath
A mere number in the stats

 

人生短短几十年
Why act on impulse just to regret for the rest of your remaining waking life?

~ 080318

 

[Ramblings]

Cloudy on the outside
Sunny on the inside

~ 070318

 

[Ramblings]

What does anything even mean?

~ 070318

 

Mr. Paper Face

You have no words
You have no voice
Just a face
Without a name
Like so many
I pass each day

~ 040318

 

La La Land

Forever stuck in la la land
Where smiling faces await you
With endless hugs and hopeful kisses

& the air, goodness the air
So cheery and sweet

Everyone’s singing, dancing and clapping
Everyday, forever, and on repeat

This must be…

 

...some kind of hell

Someone please
Wake me up now

~ 030318

 

[Ramblings]

Just enjoy the view before it ends
Keep things surface until then

Freedom come
Kingdom come

My best pals
We meet again!

How much I've missed you
You wouldn't know
Please never leave my side again!

~ 030318

 

[Ramblings]

Jumping the gun
When you know so little
You must be young
For having such thoughts
So just focus
On your own lot
Someone your age
Will be your comfort
Never underestimate
The power of likeness

~ 020318

 

[Ramblings]

Your eyes are open
But you don't see
You only believe in what you want to believe

~ 010318

 

Just Give Up (Set Yourself Free)

Give up
Just give up
There is no shame
Can’t you see you are one and the same?

 

Needing assurance over & over
Always waiting for that desired signal
You ought to give up
For those with conviction need no assurance
You won’t be able to see things through anyway
So why start?
Why dream?
Why bother?

 

Certain dreams are meant for those with the heart of a lion
Chase only those to your comfort level
Don’t reach for the stars
When you’re afraid to fall
It’s only for your own good
You’re better off staying in the shadows

 

Now don’t go blaming Him
He’s just the other side of the same coin
Were your hands tied?
Your feet bound?
Your lips sutured?
You are just your own doing

 

You must be wondering why you’re always afraid (so uncertain)
But sweetheart that’s just a cue for you to let go
When the angel’s too weak to move forward
Just let Him take over
Being in a limbo is such a torture
Meant only for the pitiful
Never really knowing if they’re coming or going

 

All you’ve to do is give in to your fears
Give up
Just give up
So you can be back to your old happy self once more

 

Listen to Him
Run towards him
You’ll never be lost again

 

He’s here for you every step of the way
Hear Him speak

 

Now child
Let go (Release yourself)
Give in (I will take it from here)
Give up (You are in safe hands)
Just give up

~ 280218

 

[Ramblings]

One shall not feed another's impulse

~ 270218

 

[Ramblings]

Everybody is just using somebody to fulfill a certain purpose
Even the most righteous or unsullied of them all.

~ 270218

 

[Ramblings]

If you don't truly know one
Then it's all in your head

~ 270218

 

[Ramblings]

There is no comfort
In a mere delusion

~ 260218

 

[Ramblings]

Know thyself
Better now than later

~ 260218

 

[Ramblings]

Another face
Another phase
Same protocol

~ 250218

 

[Ramblings]

His silence
Her rage
Her indifference
His pain

& that is the way of humans
Hurting each other
To no end

~ 210218

 

Time to Say Goodbye [lyrical compilation]

He found a love for him
It must’ve been good but he lost it somehow
Cos’ heaven knows
That all he does is hope and pray
Like a fool who sits alone
Talking to the moon
Make-believing that they’re together

 

Why doesn’t he come to his senses?
She’s not sad or lonely
Just quietly wondering what’s going on with this stranger in the smoky haze
For she wouldn’t take a chance on someone so afraid
But she’s not drawing the queen of diamonds either
& with the masquerade getting older
She’s walking away
Saying goodbye, the night is over

 

Now remember that it’s all in his head
He thinks she’s killing him softly
Convinced that she told him she loved him
Thinking what can he say to make her come back again
She must have loved him for fun

 

潇洒来去 玩爱情游戏

 

Bending and folding him anyway she please
Messing with his pride and his mind
But then again, it’s all in his head

 

He can’t fathom why she wouldn’t let him treat her right
Why she wouldn’t give herself to him
Why can’t she see that she belonged to him?!

 

给了甜蜜又保持距离

 

If only he could melt her heart
If only she let him take her home tonight
For now, he’ll be watching her
Every move, every smile
But at the end, it’s just one more dream he cannot make true

 

他一天天失去勇气 偏偏难了难忘记
愿来生 还能再度拥抱
缘难了 情难了
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎
但她就像只蝴蝶在天上飞 飞来飞去飞不到他身边
怎样面对一切 他不知道

 

Again, talking to the moon

 

就是開不了口讓她知道
就是那麼簡單幾句他辦不到

 

He’s alone again, naturally
In a very, very mad world
With a heart so badly broken
He’s down to his one last cry
But remember, it’s all in his head

 

With every observation she gains clarity
To his mind and his sanity
Thus it’s time to say goodbye
For silence was his enemy
& he’s blinded by the lies in his eyes

 

Believing that she’s frozen
Her bitter heart, cold to the touch
Consuming all the air inside his lungs
He needs her to set him free

 

提着昨日种种千辛万苦 向明天换一些 美满和幸福
爱是漫长的旅途 梦有快乐 梦有痛苦
深埋藏在心中春去秋来
期待幸福的未来

 

Again, all in his head

 

All around her are familiar faces
But it’s time to say goodbye
To the one who looked right through her
Letting her dream begin, her darker side gives in
She shall be the devil while he, forever the wounded angel
No expression, no expression
The old her is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Maybe it’s time
To lose control
Maybe it’s time
To lose oneself to the rhythm of the falling rain

~ 100218

 

ENOUGH (I'm out)

With no courage to speak or act
Why keep dreaming the impossible dream
If it’s only attention you want so much
There’re others from whom to get

 

You want something out of reach
When it’s nearing, you bow out
And then again, the blame’s on me?
While you staged everything from start to end
I’m left wondering where I am

 

Just let everything go to heck
Or is conviction what you lack?

 

With no discipline on your end
I’ll show you how it’s done
Where we’ll always be a world apart
Till the point where I depart

 

This is what you truly want
Gratification while it last
No real action
Just words of others

 

Seriously man
Are you for real?

 

What you seek is another you
Bored, lonely & confused
To fill the void
You have in you

 

Come on now
I’m not like that
Who I am, you don’t care
You aren’t someone who’s all here
One who cares enough to take the first step
Who you are, I never knew
Your inconsistencies
I’ve lost count
For you’re not what you seem to be
& those words, so sugary sweet
They don’t mean a goddamn thing

 

Please kind sir
Be fair to me
Before you bring out
The worst in me
Letting die what’s left of me

 

Don’t feel bitter at my words
For you have judged me from the start
Now it’s time you know my thoughts
Before I finally go out of my mind

 

There’s a limit to one’s control
Why not try respecting it?
Give me back my peace of mind
For you’ve never truly cared for it

 

Be contented with what you have
Your imagination is all you’ve got
Might as well let you in on this
The ‘Me’ you concocted
I’ll never be
For there’s no one else but ME I’ll be

 

Enough is enough already

~ 080218

 

Familiar Stranger (Thank you for the memory)

Enjoy the time while it lasts
For everything ends in sunny June
By then another passing face
Would have come and gone away

Might as well get used to all
Mental goodbyes and fleeting reminisce
For life has shown me all thus far
Is people always disappoint

In all his hesitation and confusion
I shall bow and take my leave
Engulfed in thoughts
A smile on cue
Pondering what tomorrow brings

~ 310118

 

Of Standards & Principles

He who lacks courage ain't worth it
Don't believe in words. Have standards.
Never waver from principles.

~ 100118

 

[Ramblings]

Words.
As hollow as they are touching.

Don't buy into the BULL.

~ 270118

 

[Ramblings]

Just
Chemical
Reactions
Messing
With
Your
Head

Come back to EARTH now

~ 170118

 

[Ramblings]

Sweet Exterior
Hollow Center
Indulge Now
Regret Later

~ 030118

 

Senseless

Facile creatures EVERYWHERE
Mask On
Mask Off
LOVE AFFAIRS

~ 271217